My Style - Part 1

I believe that in order to have correct Hijab - to be dressed properly - ladies have to wear an outergarment since this is mentioned in the Quran.
Despite this fact I do not wear an outer-/overgarment when I am in my hometown since this causes too much unwanted and negativ attention.
But of course i still do my best to cover appropraitely...


I always try to match colours.. I love accessories like purses, shoes, hair accessories like bows etc.. all the girly things...

Dedication to the only reader of my blog

She is the best cousins of all the cousins in the world and my favorite cousin of all my many cousins!!! I just love her

Meine liebste Lieblingscousine.. Ich vermiss dich ganz sehr und bin so froh das ich dich habe!!!
Ich hoffe wir sehen uns ganz bald!!!
Pass gut auf dich auf, ich denke immer an dich!
deine Laura

Mohammed Abdu... I am deeply in love with you!

I really like Mohammed Abdu very very much!!!
And this particulary song reminds me of last winter.. me being in my lovely little appartment back in Dortmund.. watching the rain fall and sewing my abayas...
what a lovely time I had!!!

In the Names of Allah 5/26

I hate france.. and everything else too

I have to say that i just find my self in a situation of hate..
I hate that i have to think so much
I hate this university
I hate almost every single teacher or employee of this stiuped university
I hate all the assignments
I hate all the subject i am forced to study even if i have studdied them all before
I hate being unhappy with my studies
I hate beeing overcharged
I hate having no time to stop thinking
I hate thinking in too many languages
I hate laying in my bed, realising that i was just thinking in a foreign language
I hate beeing pissed
I hate that no teacher seems to care about wheather or not we are happy with his lecture
I hate that no teacher even considers the fact that his tasks/timetable everything is totally stiuped
I hate france
I hate hating france
I hate stiuped people and i hate having to know so many of them
I hate that i have to spend christmas and new year with a person i hate
I hate being tired of everything
have I said I hate france?
I really hate france!!!
and I hate this university.. I start to repeat my self..

I just wanna go home... be german, hear german, listen german, eat german, think german...
AND I HATE FRANCE!

Ya Allah.. let me see the goodness in my situation because I know, what everr you have prepared for us and what ever situation we are in, it is because it is to our best.. and sometimes we are just unable to see this goodness because we are clearly deficient and you alone are the most high, the knower of the unknown! ameen