Since having Sait, I became more merciful, specially with myself.
I allow myself to fail,
Allow myself to take time just to be with the kids without doing any chore.
My surrounding hasn't yet adjusted to my change and still tries to push me back in my old, stressful self and I am definitely still stressed a big part of the day but there are islands of mercy.
I started to sit with the kids reading books, taking walks while telling mesudy stories, trying to exercise but at the same time making sure I don't push to hard...
Oh Allah, You All Merciful, shower me with Your mercy and let me have mercy with my loved ones and with myself.
And let me not forget that I am a loved one myself!
