When I first started learning about economy, back in school, I felt like economy showed me how the world functions.
Now as I am growing older, I feel like I am starting to learn how I function, how my own little world functions.
I am reaching for sources like Dr. shefali to inspire me, to help me see.
Help me see my kids, see who they are themselves, see how I can try to help them become who they are, not who others might want them to be.
Help me see myself, love myself, be kind and loving to myself.
Shefali says the only one who can love you unconditionally, after your parents when you were small, that's yourself. And since parents always lack to fill up their kids love tank, in the end it's always ourselves that only we can love ourselves unconditionally.
That's a really hard one for me! To accept that I am enough, good enough... Really hard!
Another big thing for me right now is trying to be mindful, checking in on me, every single moment.
Why am I yelling at the kids, because of them or rather because I am upset, stressed or in fear?
I feel like that's my task of were I am at right now!
Learning to see myself!
And I am truly enjoying it and it helps me to see not only myself but also the world around me, my loved ones, my life more clearly...
